sometime I feel so alone. I’ve always been alone, but now this aloneness haunts me. I try and get myself away from it but I just end up by myself. It hurts and makes me sad while I see others enjoying themselves together.
i feel like I can use this alone time wisely, but in this state I am in im can’t get myself to lift a finger and that hurts even more. Who am I? I don’t feel like me anymore. I feel like im some else who I don’t recognize. Will I ever find myself? How long will it take? I know when I do it will be so much better than this.