Why am I so bothered by you right now. The fact that you’re out and having fun without me? Maybe. Or because I haven’t heard from you in two days? Possibly.
What I want you can’t give me and I already knew that, but why do I feel it effecting me? I feel annoyed for no reason, although I looking for a reason. I went into this with no emotion, coming out with all the emotion.
I will get over this. I will understand that I’m using you just as much as you are using me. You aren’t the one that will stay in my life, but only someone who came and went to fulfil, to teach, to learn from.